but Im not. What else is new
I hate that certain time right after you shut off a bright light &then walk into darkness. Always feel like I’m going to die. Always.
and for three years my hands have wished they haven’t existed in the winter. Well no more I say! this year I will go! I shall go and purchase a NEW PAIR OF GLOVES! Ones with fancy features such as keeping my hands warm, and being comfy.
My hands will rejoice at the thought of trekking snow for hours. They will say YES! I LOVE SNOW! LET ME STICK MYSELF IN, ON, AND AROUND IT! And so they shall without reparations of silly things like frost bite. In fact, since my hands will be so warm I think they will even give frostbite a big fuck you.
Honestly, I don’t know what a comfort zone even is anymore.
I just need something that i can fall back onto occasionally.